Soul-filling Satisfaction

For he satisfies the thirsty and fills the hungry with good things” (Psalm 107:9). How do you respond to this promise? If you could ask God for one good thing that would help you to feel a deep and soul-filling satisfaction, what would it be? (Ch. 13, RQ 6)

I had a rough weekend.  I knew it was going to be hard.  Unfortunately, I forgot what I'm supposed to do when things get hard.  I knew what not to do... I didn't blow my eating plan.  Instead of talking to God about it though, I went shopping with my husband.  We came so close to spending $3000 on TV equipment.  Luckily, there were a few things we needed to check on before we could finalize our decision.  I started thinking about how I am now praying over small food decisions and realized that God cares about my shopping decisions too.  I don't know if we will get the TV equipment, but it was very clear to me that this weekend, I was doing it for all the wrong reasons.  Replacing God with shopping is just as bad as replacing Him with food.  The next day was rough too.  And again, I looked to solve it my own way through shopping.  This time my shopping craving was focused on a $3 set of colored markers.  Hmmm... Although the prices of my prospective purchases were vastly different, the issue was the same.  Where do I go when I need comfort?  I actually had to say no to the markers two times.  The second time I cried.  I remembered Lysa describing herself sitting in her closet and crying.  Now I get it.  I wasn't crying over markers.  I was crying because I finally had to face up to my pain and get real with God.  Resisting the temptation to eat or shop forced me to actually feel my pain instead of running from it.

How does this relate to Psalm 107?  God wants to satisfy me when I am hungry and thirsty.  I need to let myself feel my hunger and thirst and then wait on Him to meet my needs.  God didn't want me to try to meet my own needs this weekend.  He wanted me to trust Him.

It reminded me of this passage in Revelations 3:
You say, ‘I am rich; I have acquired wealth and do not need a thing.’ But you do not realize that you are wretched, pitiful, poor, blind and naked. I counsel you to buy from me gold refined in the fire, so you can become rich; and white clothes to wear, so you can cover your shameful nakedness; and salve to put on your eyes, so you can see.

If I could ask God for one good thing to help me feel a deep and soul-filling satisfaction I would ask Him to give me a closer relationship with Him.  One where I will naturally turn to Him first and stop chasing after these other foreign gods.  In fact I CAN ask God for that and I am asking for that right now.  I want to buy God's refined gold, His white clothes and His eye salve.  I want to crave God and not chase after TVs and magic markers and chocolate pudding.

My weekend was rough because it was the one year anniversary of an event that was so horrible I never even thought to worry about it before.  As I was thinking through what God taught me over the weekend, I realized I have a whole house full of items I bought this year to help me deal with (or rather ignore) this issue.

God took me to Jeremiah 2 where I read about how the Israelites did the same thing I was doing.  Now that I can see myself as one of those Israelites, I don't want to be that way anymore:

Do not run until your feet are bare and your throat is dry. But you said, ‘It’s no use! I love foreign gods, and I must go after them.’

There is only one God who can satisfy my deepest longings and I want more of Him!

My Personal Trainer's Daily Breakfast

1 beet
1/3 cup blueberries
1/3 cup blackberries
1/3 cup grapes
1 celery stalk
1/2 apple
2 handfuls of spinach
8-12 oz coconut water
option:  add 1tbsp chia seeds, 1 blood orange

Freeze everything except the beet and the coconut water.
When ready to prepare, put cut up beet, frozen ingredients (i partial thaw in microwave), and coconut water in blender.

My trainer has this almost every morning for breakfast.  Besides being healthy, she says it helps with her food cravings and gives her a lot of energy.

I have tried it 2 times so far.

Truth and Lies: Capture that thought!

As I have been reading the Made To Crave Book, I have realized how out of touch I am with myself.  I frequently eat without ever considering why I think I should eat or whether eating is a good idea.

Being a computer programmer, I am very analytical and am very apt to overthink things.  Not so with my thoughts about eating.  I am learning to treat my decisions regarding what I eat prayerfully.

As I was considering this new way of thinking, this passage came to mind from 2 Cor 10.
4 The weapons we fight with are not the weapons of the world. On the contrary, they have divine power to demolish strongholds. 5 We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.

There are several things to note from this verse.
1.  We have heavenly weapons
2.  They have power to demolish strongholds... Anybody have any strongholds they want torn down?
3.  We need to capture our thoughts and make them obedient to Christ

Here are a couple examples of truth that I have been thinking to replace my lies this week.

1.  It's cold and snowy and wouldn't it be great if I stopped by Starbucks on the way home for a hot (high calorie) drink?
Capture that thought:  Why do I want a drink?  Because I'm cold?  Really?  Not hungry, cold!  OK.  How about if I go home and turn on the space heater instead?

2.  I don't usually eat after dinner, but I would really like something for dessert tonight.  Why do I want dessert?  I AM a little hungry and I haven't indulged my sweet tooth for awhile.
Capture that thought:  of course I'm hungry.  That probably means I'm losing weight.  In fact, if I skip that dessert, I bet I will find tomorrow that I weigh less.  I have been working hard to get to this point.  Do I want to sabotage my effort now?  I don't think so!

I love having these conversations with God.  They help me understand myself better as well as drawing me closer to Him.

Making Peace With My Body

I was talking to a friend who recently lost a lot of weight.  She looks great now.  She said one thing she desired was for her husband to love her unconditionally despite her outward appearance.   So, even though she had lost the weight and looked great, it wasn't enough.  She knew there was always a chance she could gain it back.

I thought about it and I believe the way we feel about our bodies is directly related to our desire to be loved and accepted.  My friend's husband may never be able to love her completely in that unconditional way, but we all have access to someone who does love us that way.
The Lord appeared to us in the past, saying: “I have loved you with an everlasting love; I have drawn you with unfailing kindness. (Jeremiah 31:3 NIV)

For me, making peace with my body happens because of two truths.
God loves me unconditionally
God made me and what he makes is good.  
God saw all that he had made, and it was very good. (Genesis 1:31 NIV)

So making peace with my body is strongly related to my relationship to God.  Now, I know what I'm going to say next is very familiar to a lot of you... after all this is a Bible study.  But since there are over 43,000 of us, I am going to go out on a limb and say that there may be some of you in this group who have either never heard this or if you did, it never sunk in before.  If you are in this category, you may be struggling with this Bible Study.

A lot of what we have been reading has been promises that God makes to His children.  We have been talking about crying out to God to help us in this quest to become healthier.  But what if you don't have that kind of a relationship with God?  What if He doesn't talk to you or you don't feel his presence?  If that is true, this weight loss/ Bible study journey might be getting pretty discouraging.  You may be reading comments from people who say they prayed and God immediately answered their prayer, or God told them to do such and such a thing.

If you are in that category, here is a short description of how you can have a personal relationship with God.
1.  God loves you and wants to have a personal relationship with you.

2.  We have all sinned:  for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, (Romans 3:23 NIV)

3.  Since we all have sinned, we cannot attain eternal life on our own:  For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord. (Romans 6:23 NIV

4.  Jesus died to pay for our sins:  For what I received I passed on to you as of first importance : that Christ died for our sins according to the Scriptures, that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day according to the Scriptures, (1 Corinthians 15:3, 4 NIV)

5.  Becoming a Christian (being saved, being born again, having a personal relationship with Christ) takes an act of our will.  We must repent of our sin, accept Jesus death on the cross as payment for our sin, and ask him to become Lord of our life.  You can do this right now by praying... Telling God of your decision.

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because they have not believed in the name of God’s one and only Son. (John 3:16-18 NIV)

6.  Once we ask Jesus into our life, the Holy Spirit comes to live inside us:  Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your bodies. (1 Corinthians 6:19, 20 NIV)

If you have never done this, I pray that you will seriously consider doing it.  God is real, God personally loves each one of us unconditionally and He is the only way for us to find peace.